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Friends Only [ 10 July 2022 | 8:41pm]

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[ 03 December 2016 | 4:28pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I stole this idea from xxdance. She's rather amazing. She writes amazing Peter/Patrick, Mikey/Frank and Mikey/Andy. So go and read her stuff and tell her how absolutely amazing she is.

Alrighty. Do any of you have book recommendations for meeee?
I srsly adore Chuck Palahniuk.
I also like Mary Higgins Clark, David Eddings and Dean Koontz.
I like books to do with fashion, models and eating disorders. I also like murder mysteries. But I'm open for most things, tbh.

because beauty is power the same way money is power the same way a gun is power...Collapse )
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[ 29 January 2007 | 9:44am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Title: Look At The Mess We've Made [Standalone]
Author: acrylicktears
Rating: R
Pairing: Ryan/Brendon.
POV: 2nd.
Summary: You were just going to keep your eyes on the road, keep driving, that’s what he wanted. You always did what he wanted.
Disclaimer: This is incredibly fake. A figment of my imagination.
Dedications: Skylar (bound_andgagged) & Wifey (battmobile) and anyone that reads this.

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[ 24 December 2006 | 4:46pm]
[ mood | amused ]

umm...Collapse )
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My Xmas Stocking plz [ 15 December 2006 | 5:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

my xmas stockingCollapse )
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Colouring tut [ 12 December 2006 | 3:09am]
[ mood | bored ]

This is an icon colouring tutorial done in Photoshop CS.
It may be translatable, but involves curves.

From to .

Follow for tut featuring Bden Von Sweat Fountain.Collapse )
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[ 12 November 2006 | 1:11pm]
tagged by xxdance.

five songs I love too much:

1. All Of Your Love - Hellogoodbye
2. Reinventing Your Exit - UnderOATH
3. Slow Motion - Third Eye Blind (& Panic! At The Disco cover)
4. Build God, Then We'll Talk - Panic! At The Disco
5. The Lovecats - The Cure

I tag:
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[ 30 September 2006 | 1:47pm]
1 -- Shuffle all of your music.
2 -- Chose your favorite lyric from each of the first 30 songs.
3 -- Challenge your friends to guess the artist and song.

01 Did you think I would cry on the phone?
02 Accessorizing with a rosary tucked inside her lingerie
03 You told me this gets harder, well it did
04 I would go out tonight, but I haven't got a stitch to wear
05 How can y'all bring a muthafucka something so good he couldn't say no
06 I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
07 It makes us walk with renewed confidence
08 I'm running towards nothing, again and again and again
09 She's finally seen she's a beautiful girl with a smile so grand she could stop the world
10 I took you home, set you on the glass, I pulled off your wings, then I laughed
11 I'd offer you my hand, it would hurt too much to watch you die
12 A thousand miles ain't shit to walk if I'm walking to hold you
13 I'd rather die than have to see your smile
14 I will travel across the land, searching far and wide
15 But they didn't have Ice Cube so he bought Vanilla Ice
16 There's every number but the one I want to see
17 I'm losing control and it's all that I can do, not to blackout and fall into lust with you
18 And did you know if you were caught and you were smokin' crack, McDonalds wouldn't even wanna take you back
19 Hold me close, wash my mind, destroy the me that lives inside
20 I shut the door to her moaning and I shoot smack in my veins, wouldn't you?
21 It's just a jump to the left, and a step to the right, put your hands on hips and bend your knees in tight, it's the pelvic thrust that really drives you insane [I know it's long, I don't care.]
22 With accidents you’ll never know what could have been
23 My heart stopped beating, such a softer sound
24 Without you is something that I could never do
25 Planned perfection sought in my dreams
26 And you will cross the country alone
27 The bruises and contusions will remind you what you did when you wake
28 You're so cute when you're slurring your speech, but they're closing the bar and they want us to leave
29 Here's the setting, fashion magazines line the walls, now the walls line the bullet holes
30 Tonight I'm wrapped up in her, we find each other under, blankets as warm as summer, we are inseparable

Now start guessing!
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You're No Different [Standalone] [ 09 September 2006 | 10:01pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

Title: You’re No Different. [Standalone]
Author: acrylicktears
Rating: PG? I think so.
POV: Ryan.
Summary: “He doesn’t actually love you, he says that to everyone. Don’t think yourself different from any other.”
Disclaimer: About as real as Brendon rubbing pancakes all over his body, while Ryan films it and the video being released to us. Meaning, not true.
Author Notes: Well, this is the first thing I’ve written for about a year, and it’s short. Go easy on me. Dedicated to Skylar (bound_andgagged) and my Tight Ass (halfpricesales_). ily both.

Have a nice life.Collapse )

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[ 30 August 2006 | 4:06pm]
[ mood | amused ]


I hope you get all the Bden lovin' you want.
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Fuck you, technology [ 18 August 2006 | 11:28pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

I just did the stupidest fucking thing ever.
I needed more room on my hard drive, so I decided to delete everything in the trash, because it had about a bazillion files in it.
Then about half an hour ago, I went to look for my Panic! At The Disco videos, but oh no! my main folder has completely disappeared.
It had all my videos, photos I've taken over the past year, documents - everything.
And it's fucking gone.
So, I figured I must've put it in the trash. Then I remembered, I'd emptied it.
So now, it's all gone, save my icons, Audrey & Jac pictures, Ryan & Brendon pictures, some stories, and some random videos.

Fuck you, technology.

On a happier note; when Skylar and I move in together, we're going to have two cats, and we're going to name them Ryan and Brendon =] We'll figure out something to name Matt and Jere.

Oh, and Skylar is coming to my place for Christmas. Two weeks with my lovely Skylar. I cannot fucking wait.

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[ 17 August 2006 | 6:25pm]
Look at Ryan looking at Brendon when he tells the dude what they say about Brendon =P

They like their toys.

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[ 07 August 2006 | 6:33pm]
For the Skylar, yo.

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Hmm [ 12 July 2006 | 10:31pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

Well, I've decided to make an entry where you can all leave anonymous comments to tell me what you really think about me =]

I won't know who you are, so just go ahead and say shit.

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When the boredom consumes. [ 10 July 2006 | 6:03pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Well, I am extremely bored, and I like doing surveys, so I am now going to flood you with millions of them =]

Time for the floodsCollapse )

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[ 10 January 2006 | 2:32pm]
[ mood | blank ]

1. Name:
2. Date of birth:
3. Where do you live:
4. What makes you happy:
5. Currently listening/the last thing you listened to:
6. Do you read my journal:
7. If yes, what makes it especially good or bad:
8. An interesting fact about you:
9. Are you in love/do you have a crush at the moment:
10. Favourite place to spend time:
11. Favourite lyric:
12. The best time of the year:

1. A film:
2. A book:
3. A band, a song, an album:

1. One thing you like about me:
2. Two things you like about yourself:
3. Look at my friends-list and tell what you like about one of our mutual friends:
4. Put this in your journal so that I can tell you what I like about you.

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